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So I have turned 23 this week, that was on 17th. First of all a very happy birthday to all of you who celebrated their birthday on 17Th of November! This week was actually very prominent one for me! I joined my first job after graduation. It was a very hectic week. But by the end of the week I'm kind of enjoying this job. The environment was scary in first , but now I have accustomed to the culture. People say that we should love what we do, and it's been only a week and I could say that i'm loving it for now!
But the big thing to happen this week is me turning 23.
I won't lie, but I'm freaking out turning older year by year. I know it sounds very outrageous but I'm seriously acting like Joey from the series F.R.I.E.N.D.S, where he was very upset of turning old. I am the same. But the thing to ponder about is why am I feeling so ?
Am I afraid of loosing my youth? ... No
Am I afraid of the responsibility that comes with the adult life? ... No
But what is it that is eating me up?
I guess I am afraid of loosing the carefree days. I know that my loved one are also growing older as I grow older each other. We all have to leave this land and head for heaven one day, so maybe it's the fear that the day when I loose those loved ones are also approaching.
Let's talk about vanity. Yes! I used to look younger for my age . But in this last 6 months , I have seen significant change in my feature and body weight! People say that I have started looking like an adult, and that came as a shock for me because for past years I have been listening that I look young for my age! So I guess these comments came as a fuel to my ageing worries!
So while I embark on my new journey to responsible,independent and working individual, I keep on sulking for turning 23!
Just answer me one thing, am I overreacting? or is this a phase every early 20 something goes through! Whatever be the answer, the fact remains that I'm 23 :(
Finally,
three cheers for Adult life!
So I have turned 23 this week, that was on 17th. First of all a very happy birthday to all of you who celebrated their birthday on 17Th of November! This week was actually very prominent one for me! I joined my first job after graduation. It was a very hectic week. But by the end of the week I'm kind of enjoying this job. The environment was scary in first , but now I have accustomed to the culture. People say that we should love what we do, and it's been only a week and I could say that i'm loving it for now!
But the big thing to happen this week is me turning 23.
I won't lie, but I'm freaking out turning older year by year. I know it sounds very outrageous but I'm seriously acting like Joey from the series F.R.I.E.N.D.S, where he was very upset of turning old. I am the same. But the thing to ponder about is why am I feeling so ?
Am I afraid of loosing my youth? ... No
Am I afraid of the responsibility that comes with the adult life? ... No
But what is it that is eating me up?
I guess I am afraid of loosing the carefree days. I know that my loved one are also growing older as I grow older each other. We all have to leave this land and head for heaven one day, so maybe it's the fear that the day when I loose those loved ones are also approaching.
Let's talk about vanity. Yes! I used to look younger for my age . But in this last 6 months , I have seen significant change in my feature and body weight! People say that I have started looking like an adult, and that came as a shock for me because for past years I have been listening that I look young for my age! So I guess these comments came as a fuel to my ageing worries!
So while I embark on my new journey to responsible,independent and working individual, I keep on sulking for turning 23!
Just answer me one thing, am I overreacting? or is this a phase every early 20 something goes through! Whatever be the answer, the fact remains that I'm 23 :(
Finally,
three cheers for Adult life!
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